3 years and many personal changes...

Okay so I haven't even been on Myspace in like a year. And I really couldn't tell you how long it has been since I wrote a blog...But many changes have taken place mostly with myself, so I felt the desire to write a new blog in a new place.

Today is my 3 year anniversary to Nathan, the love of my life and my best friend. Many people thought we were crazy some probably still do, but my life is complete with him. He balances me if you know what I mean? I love him more today than I did the day we married and I didn't think that was possible.

During the last 3 years we have moved and restored a 1940s house. I have mostly recovered from my brain tumor and other ailments. And during all of this I found myself changing. I no longer wanted negative things in my life. I found I have no use for them what so ever. So cigarettes gone... Ex-husband drama gone... ex-husband wife drama gone...

Or so I thought until today. But here is the most shocking to me change. I found myself not wanting to know anything. I do not want to be in your drama, I do not care about what has gone on behind close doors. I really thought when this day came that I would realish in your pain... Karma is a bitch right!! I find myself sad that I was right.

Is there some karmic reason that this would all take place today... I do not know, what I do know is that through all of the pain that I have endured I have grown. Grown into a person that I really like. I have an inner circle of my husband and kids that consist of positive energy and that is it. If it isn't positive I kick it to the curb... If you don't like it guess you weren't meant to be in my life anyway.